She told me that
she was proud of me today
and that she thought i was improving.

I didnt say it then
but it actually meant alot.

More often than not
I feel as if my work is going
no where these days. It's all completely
self-induced weather I mean it to or not.

What I really wanna do
is to get out of my comfort zone
and do some documentary photography
or something.

I need a new topical/themed/genre challenge.
Something that will make me feel stupid and not
in control. Something that I'll sit and think on. Something
I'll spend time planning out how to do it. Wrestling over ideas
for it.

I want/need something like that again.
But really I'm the only one depriving myself of it.
Just gotta get out there and do it.